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So I found this thing that's supposed to like, be printed on the back of paddles with different levels (due to the 'crime' )of redness and such for spanking, right? Well, it was a German site and so I quickly thought of Germany and Italy...


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Someone please tell me how to post a damn fic on here... it hates my copy-paste format x.x Makes my font really tiny and odd.

Because you're not an artist? I know I do. D:

I love artists. I've met some insanely good and insanely sweet ones. I just feel like sometimes it's hard, being a writer, to be taken seriously. Why is it I feel silly for writing fanfiction, and yet I consider drawing fanart an art? It's harder to get fanfiction noticed I know, but when I talk to artists and I say 'Oh, I only write' sometimes I get this reaction, like... 'Oh.'. I don't know what that means but it feels bad. :< Also being the only writer in a group of artists (I live with two, and I know several) makes me feel like I'm almost uninvolved, because I can't do the things they can. I can't go on tegaki and have fun little pic-chats and things like I wish I could, because I'd only be writing in boxes and that's not as fun XD;;

I don't know, I guess everyone ELSE getting discouraged only made me sad in the end, even though I tried to be upbeat about it and encourage everyone. I feel disconnected from my own favorite fandom I guess. I love it too much to stop writing, but I wish I didn't feel like this.

I'm sorry, it's near 5am and I've gotten about two and a half hours of sleep, fell off the ladder of the top bunk and probably bruised my back when it hit the shelf, and so I guess it made me all manic. But I guess it's my turn to ask for some encouragement, if it's not too much to ask for.

All of you! asdfl;kj

I've seen three people in my fandom getting discouraged lately, and it makes me sad! A fandom is for fun, for making friends and for enjoying yourself! When it becomes more than that it's sad... I've met so many people because of Hetalia, and well I even moved across the US because of meeting someone.

DON'T WORRY what people say! Out of character, don't like your style, whine bitch moan moan = IGNORE those ignorant people!

It stresses you out, you feel pressured = TAKE A BREAK BABY. Sit back, breathe, work on something else. If you really love this fandom/pairing, you'll come back to it. Don't listen to anyone who bitches/unwatches you. They don't deserve you.

Personal stress = I feel this one. Same as above, take a break until it's fun again!

...Sorry, I had to get that out.

Is it really right, the way I feel? I don’t want to burden anyone around me with my problems because I know they all have their own. So I deal with them myself, but I don’t know if I can do that anymore, without it affecting the way that I interact with everyone. Little things get me so worked up that I start shaking slightly, and it hurts to breathe because my chest is so tight. Ugh, I hate it. I’ve been thinking of going to the doctor about disability, and yet a part of me keeps telling me that I’m such a coward for thinking like that. I procrastinate my schoolwork lately, and now that’s just one more stressor. I can NOT loose everything I’m going towards because of my current mood swings.

I get so wound up that I have all of this energy, and I want to hit something hard, over and over. I don’t of course, because I don’t like pain and I’m not going to go and hit a wall or a person because of it. All I do know is that it’s getting worse.

I want to write, to role play, but most of the time I don’t have the energy. And when I do I usually feel like something angsty or well, kinky. I don’t seem to get that often enough.

Anyone got any suggestions? …On my mood not just my damn writers block. xD

My Lithuania cosplay!♥♥ I should have more pics soon...

"I didn't want to hurt you."
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My France cosplay~ The pics are here on my DA!♥♥

Crossposted to Hetalia-com

So, well, I haven't written anything in a while... Not that I'm leaving the fandom at all, but I felt I should get out what I already have, so that those who like my stories can find me elsewhere, as I might not be posting on the kinkmeme again. \o/ Some of you might already know me, some of you might know me when I say, I am Liet!Anon. That being said, here is my list of fills for the kinkmeme as well as where you can find me.

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What I ship means what pairings I can see, or would read/write.

lol So, I'm the "angry guy" with a side of Yandere... woooonderful.

So... I'm one away from being Hungary or Lithuania lol

The discovery of the strange mineral fuel Lazarus was also a leap into the future for humanity. Eventually, an Earth Colony known as Regalis re-discovered several Space Colonies that had never been completed.

AC 1, a mysterious parasite appeared on Earth, effectively wiping out 2/3rds of the world's population in a few short years. No one knows where it came from, and treatment was not widely available, and very expensive to obtain. The panic led researchers and scientists to quickly finish development on a means to live on Space Colonies. The restorations originally started around 43BC. The colonies reside on the Moon (Luna), Mars (Marte), and Venus. These colonies exist within what are known as Green Domes, for their ability to produce vegetation and maintain basic livestock and life for the colonists. Anyone who couldn’t afford treatment was offered free travel to a colony in return for work. Life was hard for the colonists, the soil being lower fertility than Earth, long hours being required to work, and poorer air quality even with the chemical filtration of air.

The colonies were meant to be temporary, until a cure was found for the mysterious parasite. When years later none was found, it became more permanent. The discovery of Lazarus, a solid blue mineral used for fuel, in the areas around these colonies is rumored to be another reason for their continued existence. The Lazarus is sent to Earth along with raw materials that are farmed, and sent back to the colonies as finished processed product. Technology today is the same as it was then for the colonies, and this makes life even harder on them, paying heavy prices for modern technologies. There have been recent developments by several Earth investors to change this. Communication between the colonists and the Monarchy and investors is mainly done through letters currently.

Other colonies exist outside of Luna, Marte, and Venus, which are mainly privately built, owned, and maintained and have little to no contact with the main colonies.

The biggest city left on Earth is known as Regalis, and it is operated by the Royal Family, headed by the Queen. Some people have a problem with the Monarchy, but things have been running smoothly enough recently. Around the time of 5AC, the city’s population was inflated to the point that order began to break down. This was caused by immigrants around the world wishing to take part in the city’s wealth and technology.

Steam power and Lazarus are the main use of energy in Regalis, along with electricity. Dial-phones are in use within the city, but they don’t go farther than ground lines. Upper class citizens enjoy life with all the benefits of the latest technology, while the lower class lives on only the basics in the lower quarters of the city. Since Lazarus is a dangerous mineral, it is also expensive. The solid releases a gas as it is electrified, and this gas is very toxic. Scientists developed a filter to turn his gas into liquid, but if exposed to open air it will evaporate quickly. The liquid is then stored away for safety, but accidents have been known to happen. Some people wish to use this liquid for a purpose. Lazarus is no longer widely found on Earth, leaving the city to rely on the colonies to explore and export the substance.

Timeline:
43BC, Space Colonies on Lune, Marte, and Venus are re-discovered and restoration is begun.
AC 1, the parasite mysteriously appears, wiping out almost a third of the population
AC 5, immigrants flock to Regalis, where scientists have begun to send people to the part-way restored but working colonies in space.
AC 42, current time.

Wow, LJ's been around for.... a long time. I'm behind. Really. But I used Xanga till now. Well, I still do, but no one reads Xanga anyway, so yes, I am here. Oh well.